Lyrics
Alright
It's quite hard to do (I know)
Can you tell?
Sorry
I'm so sorry you left
I wish I'd just tied you to the bed
I know I'm gonna remember what I said when I finally clear this shit out of my head
I wish you were still my friend
I watched you leave for the first time today
Actually, this is the first time you've ever gone away
I'm not sorry for anything I said
But I know you're just gonna forget
And I'm just running my hand over the dent in the bed
I've fallen out of favor with God again
Even though he's not real
You took my hand when I couldn't see
I'll never forget those weeks
I'm still not sorry for what I said
Feels like you are only four streets away
But you are so far away
Your heartbeats have replaced the sound in, in my head
And I can't speak
I think I don't care where I wake up, but I really do
I turn on the lights and I still can't see
And I know it's not easy, but I'll say it anyway
You are the weight of your memory
Thank God humans aren't supposed to be on their own
I hate being alone
Maybe if I lie down where you last slept, I'll just turn into you
I'm still not sorry for what I said
Lost my grace again
I wonder if you'll ever forgive me
Don't think I've ever forgiven you
I don't forgive or forget