Lyrics
Father forgive me, for I know not what I do
I tried everything now I'll leave it up to you
I don't want to live, I don't know why
I don't have no reasons, I just want to die
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired
I'm barely just 19 but my life I will retire
I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun
I point it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
Took all my mother's sleeping pills, I jumped off a freeway bridge
I drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge
I beat myself with a bat, put a noose around my head
I overdosed on heroin, but I'm still not dead
I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to get some help
Have suicidal tendencies, but I can't kill myself
Death may not be the answer, it can't be all great
But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate
By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun
I want to start my second life now, so shoot me with your gun
I'm looking forward (suicidal)
I'm really bored (suicidal)
You wanna die, suicidal
I gotta try (suicidal)
On the street (suicidal)
At the game (suicidal)
At the beach (suicidal)
At my school (suicidal)
