Lyrics
It's hard to understand the state of mind I'm in
Without having been where I have been
Envy and hate is all I have left to give
To everyone around me, including myself
It feels like I am asleep
On fast-forward while being in slow-motion
I'm not equipped to be in this knee deep
Devoid of life and any emotion
Wake me up
It's like I'm falling into nothing
Dream away
Maybe one day I will understand
Way back there used to be a time
When the sun didn't hurt my eyes
When everything seemed to be fine
Turns out it was all in disguise
This is not a dream (this is not a dream)
This is a nightmare
I am in its grip
Please get me out
Wake me up
It's like I'm falling into nothing
Dream away
Maybe one day I will understand
Cause every time I fall asleep
I pray for a night of calmness and relief
I dream away this misery
These memories of times I wish wouldn't fade away