Lyrics
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
I'm not afraid of the dark
But I'm afraid of my heart
And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
Always afraid that things will never get better
I went from writing down rhymes
To typin' suicide letters
Diagnosed with paranoia
You can check my prescription
I'm a manic depressive
One of my many conditions
I'm not a prophet or a sayer
But I'm seein' a vision
My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision
If ignorance is bliss
Then I'd be void of any sorrow
'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome
Of today or tomorrow
I just wanna hide inside my own private hell
How could I ever get to heaven
When so many angels fell?
I'm just a human being
And I'm just only bein' human
With eternity and judgement
From another always loomin'
It's a wonder that I made it
With these voices in my head
With all these monsters at my window
Starin' at me in my bed
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
If you're a friend to me or kin to me
An enemy or into me
I'm beggin' on a bended knee
Come and put an end to me
Put me out my misery
Permanently, no injury
Tired of fightin' entities
I'm runnin' out of energy
Feel like a lost boy
Searchin' for the answer
Just waitin' on tragedy
A heart attack or even cancer
So many monsters hidin'
Waitin' 'round the corner for us
If life is like a song
I'm at the verse and searchin' for the chorus
Maybe I should stop or take a moment
Put it in perspective
Maybe I should take a knife
Or take a life or get injected
I just wanna go out
On my own fuckin' terms
Knowin' it was me that put me
In the dirt and with the worms
I think I'll pop another pill
Try to heal the ill
Wash it down with gasoline
And light a match and that's for real
But I'll just probably go to sleep
And try to clear my head
Hidin' from these monsters
At my window, underneath my bed
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Monster
How should I feel?
Creatures lie here
Looking through the window
Are we, for real, goin' to that party with Boondox tonight?
What? Of course, man, that jamboree, get-down, shindig, woo-hoo! Party with possums, woo-hoo!
Gas up the General Lee!
