Lyrics
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin'
I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once
Hate when you ask how I'm doin'
I know that you're just assumin'
I'm better now, not bleedin' out
Get outta bed on a good day
Lately that's all I can do, hey
I go through hell to hide myself
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don't want my mother to see
It's not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That's why
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin'
I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything at once
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything
Whatever I do, I can't slow down
Please don't leave me alone now
'Cause when I stop, my demons talk
I'm comin' off apathetic
I play it off like it's anesthetic
Clearly I care too much, but I'm foolin' everyone, oh
I think about new ways to hurt me
But don't want my mother to see
It's not that I feel undeserving
Just blame it on the chemistry
That's why
I can't cry, I'm too anxious
Restless mind, I can't shake this
Said I'm fine, but we both know I'm fakin'
I'm not feelin' numb, I'm just feelin' everything at once (once)
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything at once
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything at once
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything at once
Oh, oh
I'm just feelin' everything at once
