Lyrics
God I'm sorry, but this is something that I couldn't plan
I need some time to myself right now
I won't lose my mind I'm focused for the first time in months
Past years they lap right over me in big waves of disaster
And memories hit like big balls of cold snow into the great blue ocean becoming a part of me unable then to comprehend the space that they take up in me, or if they'll ever leave again
You know the feeling right?
When expectations of others suffocates your view of who you think you really are and I'm holding onto nothing like a tree without a base root I'm reaching our for something and finding I get nothing
We all feel like this and we need to be alone, unbury ourselves from the opinions of others
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