if i could

I don't think the love real
One hundred chances they done blew and they want one still
So much shit that I had done for them, I gave this bitch my all
And now she fucking him don't drop my government, I don't fuck with you
Yeah I be thugging it not many around and thats cause I don't got no trust left in me Anymore, my bro said I should open up but that ain't me anymore
I can't let you near my heart I keep that sh*t unfazed
I try to look up in my heart but all I see is rage
You know that anger is just another form of pain
I lost someone I was close to we left on bad terms
I wish that I could rewind and say my last words, yeah
Maybe I could've fixed shit but probably not
I try to keep this shit one hundred but they'll call the cops
I will never break a promise if you don't cut the knot
Trails and tribulations yeah I been through a lot
They say I had it easy they don't know nothing

I could really show for it none of you would ride for bro I can tell y'all all fronting
I got a lot on my plate and I never complained I'm really known for it
Bitch I need my space and I don't do dates go to tell your hoe some
Bro know he can call me if he ever need I never sold on him yeah yeah
Y'all don't know nothing about loyalty I been fighting sobriety
Suffering real quietly, if i die dont go showing fake love, don't go showing fake love
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Don't go showing fake love I try to hide my pain with the same drugs
I try to do some right and they all did me wrong
I could tell you right now that it ain't the same love
Once you make it out they look at you like they funds
I'm not going to lie I never felt this alone
Tell me am I high or I'm bugging I'm bugging
If I could I would give you throne
If I could I would give you throne
If I could, yeah yeah yeah, yeah yeah