Lyrics
If i ever said i love you
Know that i take it back
Fuck with that bitch she crazy
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Steady thinking about my position
What the fuck was lost in transition
I got emotional and fucked it up
But when she did that it was never enough
I got the blame and excuses
Different types of reasons she would choose it
Pumping my head full of lies
Pumping my head for the rise
She was the reason i wanted to die
The reason i wanted to die
The reason i wanted to die
Not even sure if im still alive
If i ever said i love you
Know that i take it back
Fuck with that bitch she crazy
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Ay
Why do i constantly think of the same bitch who done fucked me over
Ay
High and im writing but i am surviving this shit isnt sober
Ay
Whats with the silence im down with the violence you pussies is posers
Ay
Hate me she love me she could never trust me yet cries on my shoulder
Ay
Promises made that she didnt keep oh how could she do this
Ay
Stuck in my brain still feeling the pain so i made it my music
Ay
Im on a vibe im getting too high like fuck it i do this
Ay
Think that im winning and living the dream but fuck it feels lucid
If i ever said i love you
Know that i take it back
Fuck with that bitch she crazy
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Outside with a bag of my emotions
You see what i want in this moment
I feel like you got me frozen
Damn girl i been off your potion
Ay i been off your potion
What a curse but at least its broken
Now i know what i want and its certain
Just another moment when the shit stops hurting
I been in my head for the past few days
Its a real bad place
Man i need an escape
And it aint so bad when i see that face
No wait too late
Already said shit that i cant take back
Your words are heavy but they dont mean jack
And you push me down when ive fallen flat
And i wouldve stayed put if you kept at that
Ay
I wish you cared for what i feel
I wish you cared about me still
I dont like how far weve grown
Wish it could change but nothing will
Ay
But nothing will
I liked the moments we had
Chilled on the bed whilst i stroked through your hair
Life isnt fair
Why did i suffer if you isnt here
Why did i suffer if you isnt here
Fuck was i meant do
What was the point to prove
I got it all worked out like the rent is due
I gotta figure this shit out
No time out
Gotta be a big man for the kids now
Past the pain
Yes thenameisxain
I got a past full of shit that i dont wanna explain
Just know
If i ever said i love you
Know that i take it back
Fuck with that bitch she crazy
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
If i ever said i love you
Know that i take it back
Fuck with that bitch she crazy
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back
Wish i could have her back