Manger

Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger (Jesus)
Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger

Hey man how you doing?
Shit I'm busy I'll see you later
But he's gone from my life for what's longer than time
Now memories are pieces of paper
And yeah I'm seeming ashamed but
In a year I'll be even greater
No matter where this music goes
I can guarantee I'll always be the remainder
Now I go by like a raindrop
Cause a window close and I'm gone
And if you're who I'm hearing the hate from
To me you're off in a graveyard
Same thing applies if you're doing the same stuff
As the rest of the world
No one's doing what I've been doing
Cause I'm doing me and I'm giving the same fucks
Zero, zero
But soon I'll be a hero
I tried to be appealing
But masses I ain't near those
From zero to hero
And back and forth this shit goes
From zero to hero
I don't know how I been though

Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger (Jesus)
I'm the man from the manger
Man from the church unholy though
It's crazy bro like holy smokes

Flipping the pages, looking through shit
I ain't written in ages, still it's the same
But different, not differentiated
I haven't changed with the pen and the paper
Skipping the same, not emotional
Because emotional isn't quotable
And to me I've become less sociable
Than I'd ever ever used to be
But truthfully I'm stupidly
Still going strong between you and me
I don't even know who I'm talking to
But whoever it is be renewing me
And it lured me and I was on the hook
Being off the books and then off the face of the planet
Did I have another chance to have another dance on the face of the mortal coil?
I look back to when I wasn't busy
And when I was around these people being honest with me
They're still around, day ones from the scout days
I mean it when I say I'm only leaving if they're coming with me but

Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger (Jesus)
I'm the man from the manger
Man from the church unholy though
It's crazy bro like holy smokes
Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger (Jesus)
Always remember I changed up
I doubt that I'll be the same
From a deadbeat down to the pages
I'm nothing if not that man from the manger