歌词
Holding my breath
Until it goes away
Sleepless kind of nights
And lonely kind of days
Sitting in my room
Looking at the moon
I hope it goes away
My anxiety and pain
Falling again
Into this empty hole without no regrets
Hiding from mistakes
It's tiring to fix them in a proper way
Look at my face
Does it look happy or obsessed these days
All of it, it's fake
My smile and my dreams are just self-made
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
(Hello hello hello)
I'm afraid to ask for help
I'm afraid to show myself
So warm and beautiful
(Hello hello hello)
You don't seem to understand
This is not a joke that bad
I feel so difficult
Depression is my passion
Dwelling on your session
Therapy not working
Only medicine I'm getting is eating my emotions
Dreaming to get better
Falling to fly higher
Telling all these things for you is not my own
Is not my own
Is not my own desire
(Hello hello hello)
I'm afraid to ask for help
I'm afraid to show myself
So warm and beautiful
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself
Faking I'm faking myself