歌词
I just spent all of my paychecks
On shit that don't even make sense
But I got all this money
And I'm only spending it on me
And my family is begging
Yeah they pretty unforgiving
12 months long the season of winter
Thoughts that give me chill bumps on my skin
I can't keep this act up it's pretend
Can't think of the last time I made friends
Begging for mercy
It's only me that can hurt me
Gave up on myself too early
Mama I think you should worry
Please know that I'm fighting
Push me to the very edge
It's down to the wire
Hanging on my last thread
The season of giving
But don't got much left
I need some redemption
For giving myself
And I'm kinda falling apart
And my car broke down and I can't even afford it
I been tryna get it to start
But I'm a lil too high man I think need some water
Wanna call her
Need to think of something smarter, feeling softer
Now that I been making money and dollars
Baby I been making problems
I'm back spending it all
12 months long the season of winter
Thoughts that give me chill bumps on my skin
I can't keep this act up it's pretend
Can't think of the last time I made friends
Begging for mercy
It's only me that can hurt me
Gave up on myself too early
Mama I think you should worry
Please know that I'm fighting
Push me to the very edge
It's down to the wire
Hanging on my last thread
The season of giving
But don't got much left
I need some redemption
For giving myself