isolation

Losing my patience
Trying to find consolation
I'm my own best friend
Cause I feel the best when I'm alone

Trying to survive my mind
Losing every grasp of time
The bright side of the moon
Illuminates my room

Isolation's how I'm coping
Lord knows I need to focus
Living in delusion
Constantly confused don't
Think anyone noticed
My absence on short notice
But honestly it's cool cause
I barely even knew ya

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on
Things, but I don't know how to cope with what's in my
Brain, so I just keep on sticking to myself and
Writing songs about it
Cause that's what keeps me sane

My last situationship was fucked up
I blamed it on myself but that was fucked up
For a minute I just thought that I had bad luck
Cause he just wanted
I didn't want to
We didn't bother
Yeah
And usually I get off by my lonesome
But he was moving to me like he found the one
Now I'm wishing that we had a different outcome
Cause he just wanted
I didn't want to
We didn't bother
Yeah

But I'm tired
And uninspired
Wish things were nicer
I don't know if I can go on
The way the world moves
Burns out my damn fuse
Pass me a lighter, now I'm gonna smoke in my room

My friends know that I've tried to fight
Through the slow mornings and lonely nights
Hope it all feels better soon
And I have my own place by June

And someone to buy me roses
And blow up my phone notifs
I'm scared to make commitments
I pray next time it's different
I'm tired of my excuses
And causing my own bruises
Cause honestly I've screwed up
And it's been getting too much

Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
Cause that's what keeps me sane
Isolation's got me feeling like I'm missing out on things
But I don't know how to cope with what's in my brain
So I just keep on sticking to myself and writing songs about it
Cause that's what keeps me sane