歌词
I don't think that I have ever felt
More like myself than I do by myself
Watching Carrie shaking on the couch
Feel like I'm her just before everything went to hell
And things are going perfectly fine
I'm having a hell of a time
Ever since you left me I've tried
But if I said I missed you I lied
I lied
I can't pretend that you have not been on my mind
At this point, is the music even mine?
Convinced myself that you have left me all these signs
That's all I hear in every clever line
And I think I saw you in my dreams tonight
Wounds are still fresh, yeah, you left me scars
Nights in your basement still breaking my heart
Getting piggy back rides at Walmart
Bystanders questioned their love lives outside of your car
And things are going perfectly fine
I'm having a hell of a time
Ever since you left me I've tried
But if I said I missed you I lied
I lied
I can't pretend that you have not been on my mind
At this point, is the music even mine?
Convinced myself that you have left me all these signs
That's all I hear in every clever line
And I think I saw you in my dreams tonight
And now I think I'm turning out the light you left on for me when you left me
Here I am
I'm standing at the gates of some new thing
And I'm locking my back door
Don't try to take me back because I think I might say yes
Not anymore
Not anymore
Not anymore
No, not anymore