歌词
I think my silence is too loud
How can I get my thoughts to shut down
I don't want to think anymore
And I'm such a burden to my friends
I've looked for happiness at all ends
It's not seeking me out
And I miss the person I was before
Before I was slamming all of my doors
Before all the secrets that I have to keep
When I felt like myself
And I miss when I didn't feel so unsure
When I saw the future- knew what I was looking for
No uncertainty, knew who I was gonna be
But who is that now?
No, I don't feel reckless
And I don't feel jealous
I just feel empty, don't know if that's better
I don't want a lover
Don't talk to my mother
I'm drowning in covers, don't think I'll leave my bed
Expectation is a conversation
Between me and the wall
Me and my thoughts
If I get too hopeful, I'm scared I'll get caught
Expectation leads to devastation
I'm a forest that's burning
A world that's stopped turning
If I go to sleep maybe I can stop churning
Throw one more log into my fire
And see what it does to me
I'd like to see
Mmmm, I'm burning out
Mmmm, I'm burning out
And I miss the person I was before
I'm not really sure I know who that is anymore
I'm burning out
(I'm burning out)
And I miss when I didn't feel so unsure
When I told the truth, I didn't wrap it up in metaphors
I'm burning out
(I'm burning out)
Throw one more log into my fire
And see what it does to me
I'd like to see