歌词
Y'all want to see a dead body
Only funerals would bring out everybody
A home going yo I'm sorry
Where we pretend that death is a party
Partly for what pastor Wayne could be
Partly for his influence on Gen z
Partly for unfulfilled prophecy
Partly cause we witnessed his apostasy
Pardon me this deserves dual apologies
I'm sorry I left with so much audacity
Will y'all be apologize for how was killing me
This was a Murder suicide apparently
So who's to blame? Some laid it at his parent's feet
Other's blame this on the enemy
The story is nuanced, respectfully
But it begins with what did y'all expect from me
When you're gone folks pray for your resurrection
If I live how I live I'll make that selection
As I live where I live, I'll do it with discretion
Not living free, did that for y'all protection
Just applying this lesson that I cannot hide
In anxiety and depression that speaks of suicide
And the folks who always follow me just so they can spy
Remember it was the pharisee that went and killed Christ
Tears for fears
Everybody wants to rule the world
Cheers to jeers
Everything bad is of the world
Let's be clear
Everyone here was my world
Laying here
Knowing it's the end of my world
What will happen next
only time will tell
From a bright star
To cautionary tale
Was Jesus on His side
Because His still failed
On to the next one, oh well
We're past time for tears
Realizing their fears
Maybe it's time that I'm clear
Of how exactly I got here