Poison

I keep drowning in liquor
Drowning in weed
Drowning in my position
But I'd rather drown in all that with my six speed
Why stop when I can proceed
Why stop when I don't bleed
Why bite the hand that feeds
I still got plenty that my soul and body needs
Way back then I just wanted to be older
Now I'm wishing to be happy sober
But I ain't never stopping, no sir
No way

Sip water
Took a glance at my glass, the water turned to wine
After a few, started to feel fine,
Took another five
Now I'm feeling all divine
Took a look around, I see a line
Of people

This shit be getting out of line
Stood up
Started feeling taller, like a motherfucking baller
No whistle from the ref, still in my second quarter
Perception tunnel visioned on that dollar

Could have been a scholar,
After that some kind of banker or a lawyer
Instead I'm smoking all this kush
And started seeing all the color
Before it used to feel all watered down
But nowadays I feel profound

I see pot of gold, where's the leprechaun
This chance I got one in a million
Personality generous, I still feel greed
But personality venomous, don't let me take the lead
Don't fuck with my beliefs
You do you, don't tell me who to be
I am a fiend, when I'm feeling all that

Poison
Poison
Poison
You were my poison

Lane switching, that's the life
What did I do to deserve this life (I don't know)
Just kidding
I'm a piece of shit
Immature and full of greed
Brutal honesty is all I need

I also need a bag of weed
And a drink
Or two, or three, fuck five-o
Watch who creeps on me
Can't even trust my shadow nowadays
Cause the shadows is all I see

My life's about the contractions
And my body full of the addictions
The sex, the drugs, the money, the clubs
Can you point me to the nearest plugs

Following my lead that ain't different
I've been tryna be the person that I need, but I missed it
I know that I am right for you,
But you ain't right for me
This ain't no charity

Marooned on a desert island, in my mind
I let myself be stranded,
Little did I know, that land was full of diamonds
Reaping what I sowed

Laid and stayed in shade for couple moons
Grind my way to light I feel I am in tune
To bullshit all around, I feel I am immune
Now I'm finally beginning to see
That I am freeing me,
That I am freeing me from

Poison
Poison
Poison
You were my poison
But I listened to my voice and
I'm freeing me

Freeing me
Freeing me
Freeing me
Freeing me...