歌词
I um'd and ah'd for long enough
To hold my breath and take the jump
But nothing ever hurt enough to fix me
I flushed the blades
And hid the knives
I tried to find the point of life
I wonder if I'll feel alive at fifty
And I know
Soon enough
You'll be leaving me
If you don't
I'll let go
Oh So Easily
So used to feeling nothing
It's just the way that I've been
I see a good thing coming
And I'm going in for the kill
A fault in my construction
I think I'm missing something
Loving the rut I'm stuck in
It's just the way that I'm built
I tried to find a brighter side
But it was just a waste of time
Cz all the skeletons I hide
They miss me
So for the sake of my own pride
I bottle up the tears I've cried
So I can bathe in my own misery
Cz I know soon enough
You'll be gone again
When you go
I'll tell myself
That's how I wanted it
So used to feeling nothing
It's just the way that I've been
I see a good thing coming
And I'm going in for the kill
A fault in my construction
I think I'm missing something
Loving the rut I'm stuck in
It's just the way that I'm built
I got walls of steel but they're caving in
Cz now you shot holes in my ceiling
Like a wrecking ball hitting porcelain
I'm not ready for what I'm feeling
So used to feeling nothing
It's just the way that I've been
I see a good thing coming
And I'm going in for the kill
A fault in my construction
I think I'm missing something
Loving the rut I'm stuck in
It's just the way that I'm built
You shot holes up in my ceiling
Are you fucking with my feelings