歌词
I was never used to being by myself
And you came through
To trauma bond
I tucked away my sense of self
Cause you had me and I had you
We said that all we'd need
But someday came it all fell down
And I met me
If you're not okay with yourself
(You're not alone)
How can you ever be okay with someone else
(With someone else)
If I can't just sit with my thoughts
(Just be alone)
I better stay distracted till my brain shuts off
I didn't know her
I felt an unfamiliar sting
My lungs were filled up
Filled up with what I thought was me
I started over
I hope that you can say the same
I don't forgive you
But I can say I forgave me
If you're not okay with yourself
(You're not alone)
How can you ever be okay with someone else
(With someone else)
If I can't just sit with my thoughts
(Just be alone)
I better stay distracted till my brain shuts off
Alone was never easy
(If you're not okay with yourself)
That silence lead to louder thoughts
I filled my time
(How can you ever be okay)
With those who'd give me what I want
(With someone else)
I want distraction
(If I can't just)
I want to connect with someone
(Sit with my thoughts)
But in the end
(Than how can I)
When they're all gone
(How can I)
I'm my only one
(Be my only one)
I'm my only one
If you're not okay with yourself
(You're not alone)
How can you ever be okay with someone else
(With someone else)
If I can't just sit with my thoughts
(Just be alone)
I better stay distracted till my brain shuts off