To Be Remembered

Uh paint me the reason we have to deal bullshit
Make me wanna load up an left off the full clip
I ain't that type of nigga
Don't make me reconsider
Cause if you touch my family
Gah dammit Leave damages
This is battle ship
Watch for enemies and the waves baby
You felt the heat desire
Within me so much rage lately
I'm bout to set it off then cut my hair like jada Pickett
I'm oh so different
Noticed you hate the difference

Uh we in a world so cold
The price of being loved
Isn't valued like u though
Uh
When i come from out of the dark
Will I be missed like something somebody lost
All I want
To be remembered
To be remembered

Remember me when I cross ova
Circle been small but this voice of mine will Touch so many lives
Am a vessel
Speak from within if not it'll fuck kill me
And suicide isn't part of the image
It's do or die
Cause I can't let this shit inside remain
It'll rotten like tomatoes and onions mane
I think we all have a story to tell
But no outlet to plug in the our microphones to voice it like an artist
Well I'm here
Hope you can relate for Pete's sakes
I'm off the brakes
It's all gas till my car empties out the fucking tank
Im on highway 151
Speeding going-bout
90 On the dash
Hope I don't crash
The thrill gets me off
The Adrenaline should last
Bout as long as I am mad
Shit
This my only way to clear my fucking head
Bitch
Why you called me fucking crazy this is why I'm savage
Uh
Pops left me
I'm soul bruised
It's slowly healing
First love said she wouldn't
But then she cheated
Mama never did conversate
She don't understand me
Pastor false prophet
That nigga could never save me
Lost faith in many things maybe
I've Been mistaken but I'm chasing after something
I wonder where this will take me
Dear God
I've prayed so many times
Dear God
Is it okay for me to be honest
Dear God
I'm alive but i swear I'm not satisfied
Dear God
Why are you not responding
Am I deaf
Blind
Dear God tap into my mind so I'll recognize
Cause majority of the time
I'm not catching all the signs
And these thoughts start to flutter but I keep em deep inside
Really makes no sense
I'm very curious
Cause I don't see nobody Sharing so if u don't mind I'll listen
If you can please tell me