Before

WyshmasterBeats

I know it's been a long journey
Two years later still working
Tryna make this music my career
Gotta fight all of my fears
I know one day I'll earn it
I feel like everything has changed
The way I'm living life
Is not the same
Lately I been catching memories
Of the good times with the family
Damn, I miss the good old days
Living life with no stress
Everything was better in this context
Having no job
Just playing with my brother
In the house
Man that was the best
But now we got bills to pay
No more free times in a certain way
At least, I still got the same link
With my brother and my sister
Even if we going separate ways
We'll always be there for each other
Even in a storm
Through the rain and the thunder
When we are together,
We all feeling better
But my brother has been dealing
With depression
While my sister got anxiety
That she don't really mention
I been stuck in the middle
And I feel alone
Questioning myself
Do I have a problem on my own?
What if I'm the first that'll be gone?

Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change
Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change

"Hey Nic! It's been a while
Do you still work doing nine to five?
Do you still work on your music?
I heard you're last song man
You got a dope style
You must be really proud
When will you perform
In a crowd?
Anyways, no matter what you do
Take your time
Pretty sure it's gonna be fine"
Well, sometimes it's not
I'm on a broken ladder
On my way to the top
I lost so many friends
For that song that I dropped
I'm feeling like a monster
But I don't wanna stop
Lately I be seeing some people
That I know
They all doing great
And some are getting married
Some are having babies
Starting their family
Why am I feeling so lonely?
Don't think that I'm jealous
I'm really proud of y'all
But out of all these people
I feel like I'm the weakest
Don't go out on weekends
I'm afraid of being judge
About my life so decent
To all of my friends left
Giving me support
I'm giving y'all my best
I ain't getting bored
To say things out of my chest
But it's not gold
Cause nothing is like before

Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change
Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change

(Damn,
I guess that's just how I feel
Run it back, one more time
Yeah)

Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change
Nothing is like before
Life is not the same anymore
Lately I be staying in my room
Why am I feeling so rude?
Why it had to be like that?
Ain't no way that I could go back
Back to these older days
There's some things I wanna change