Twisted

I believed in you
You believed in me
To lean on you
But when I reached for you
You were not there (You weren't there)
I'm not really sure these days
Sure these days
Sure these days...

Baby now you're gone and I'm twisted 'cause I miss you
I've been living for these songs but nothing's ever hittin'
And I fear the love is gone, but I know passion hidden
Deep in my heart I just gotta find the wisdom
To keep on moving on, but lately it's been different
I've been dreading my alarm 'cause life is always distant
I've been let from my soul I'll be back in a minute
'Cause I gotta find me if I'm gonna keep living

And I know we barely talk I was gone for a little yeah
Vertebrae in my spine were feeling fucking brittle
I was cracking under pressure from the hater in my head
Naïve enough to think I'll make an million by summers end
Baby who am I? Who are you? Do you have my side?
Will you be the one to guide me through the carpets and the lights?
Will you the one beside me when the world is feeding lies?
Will you keep me focused every time the mirror is disguised?
I've been tripping, fallen right in and out of my zone yeah
I've been dumb enough to think I can do it all alone
I've been trying to find me in each of these songs
So all I ever got to give, humility and flaws
So lady won't you hit me won't you keep on your mind
Gotta finish work but gotta drop this album on time
Tryna balance life and music why you always tipping scales
Focused on a payslip while praying love will prevail

Why must I turn around?
I ask myself, "What do I do?"
It just ain't fair, so hard to bear (It's not fair)
I'm not really sure these days
Can life wait?
Should life wait?

Baby now you're gone and I'm twisted 'cause I miss you
I've been living for these songs but nothing's ever hittin'
And I fear the love is gone, but I know passion hidden
Deep in my heart I just gotta find the wisdom
To keep on moving on, but lately it's been different
I've been dreading my alarm 'cause life is always distant
I've been let from my soul I'll be back in a minute
'Cause I gotta find me if I'm gonna keep living

And am I really good enough? Did you waste my time?
Haven't I done the work to try to please your mind?
Heaven has no worth I've been branded by the other side
You can see the cuts on our skin from the past life
Past the time, dodge the emotions
Present life, ain't the motive
Past the joint, keep me floating
Past the point, overloading
Over all the fakes and ways that you praise me
Overall it takes more than this to try and kill me
All of the situations kept me grounded in my grave (oh)
Looping through my memories and twist that shit to fables
Staring at reflections and I'm stressing about my angles
Every time you're away from me I'm never feeling stable
Overdose on love and patience keeps on fading
Digging deeper in the ground, I need to find the real me
Time is always ticking and I need you to save me
Put everything aside cuz life can always wait on me