歌词
I saw a boy turn into smoke
Convinced myself I'm dreaming
He gestured back shot a pointed glance
At a cycle still repeating
Oh it won't be easy Catie
You just gotta try
If you don't see yourself in me
Just look in my eyes
I knew a girl who took so much
She couldn't stop the bleeding
19 years old with no map
And a skill for self-defeating
She's telling everybody she fucks
That she doesn't feel anything when she gets touched
And she's bargaining one more month
Against one more drink or one more cut
Yeah she's telling everybody she loves
That it's their fault she isn't growing up
Yeah she's telling everybody she trusts
She's just having fun and they care too much
Oh it won't be easy Catie
You just gotta try
Do you still see yourself in me
When you wanna die
I've been a girl who gets so choked up
Every time she's speaking
Pretends the awful things she put behind her won't be creeping up
Again, again, again, again
Again, again, again, again
Again, again, again, again
Again, again, again
Oh, it won't be easy Catie
You just gotta try
You haven't been yourself lately
What does it feel like
If it was easy Catie
You'd just follow the light
Promise you'll never hate me
Just to dull the bite