Lemon Boy

I'm not quite considerate
But what did change
A little bit
Next to it
But still a miss
The fuck am I considering
To be that nat more than a fling
Early as this shit began
My bad, I took her innocence
Off the halo
Trashed the angel wings

Distorted, physical aborted
I push, it pulls me forward
Stumble
You see me lurch across a boardwalk
Bloated
I'm so washed up on them shore rocks
Now you better go and pour one
Ain't got a bug, not even nuggets
Now motherfucking stop
To slip the dollars out my pocket
Not even contemplating, fuck it
I love the drama, bloody knuckles
I love the drama, bloody knuckles
I love the drama, bloody knuckles
Suckers want my time
I'm selling out my life
So cheap, they get me dry
I bleach, might turn out blind
Before I sleep, I flash my mind
Bitch please, if you don't mind
Just get up off my line
I tried to cut them bands before it goes too far
Tough, my knife ain't that sharp
We were growing apart
You started raising up walls
Added hiding your flaws
You kept withholding withdrawals
While I was packing my car
You got me heading for more
Mama called up, telling me
That she misses me at home

All I ever want is trouble
Smashing hearts
Like whiskey bottles
At the bar
Got them bitter like some tonic water
Rather just some lemon boy
To slice up on your cocktail Jiro
All I ever want is trouble
Smashing hearts
Like whiskey bottles
At the bar
Got them bitter like some tonic water
Rather just some lemon boy
To slice up on your cocktail Jiro

While flying
Earth did turn her parts on me
Apparently
Here we are, negotiated
In a state of anger
I ripped off your bracelets
Got me frozen ankles
You thought
You saw me crying in the shower
That's just water
Thanks for your commitment and your courage
You left them flowers out for death
But hope you flourish