歌词
(Unless you want to)
(Unless you want to)
(Oh)
That summer night in the monsoon
I spilled my whiskeyed secret
You told me you always wanted me
But you didn't keep it
You ran and told her when I barely I told myself
I knew my body wasn't mine then
But a story for someone else
Weren't we a place of rest
Was I just like the rest
A common farewell
A "I knew you once... well?"
(Well)
(Well)
(Well)
That one morning I cried for hours in your room
You held me said, "you don't have to tell me
If you don't want to"
I didn't feel it but the axis shifted
Chiron and Mars moved
We drove to the red rocks
You said I could marry you
But I didn't see the stars like I wanted to
Like I wanted to
Clouds moved with your moods
Weren't those times the best
The ways we ignored the mess
Just an ordinary breakup
Just a misplaced "enough"
Enough
I held on as tight as I could
While you texted other people
I drove with your friend
To the woods
You checked my cheeks before I left
For intentions of theft
My skin was bare, as always
Those were the days you cared in some small ways
Right before my surgery
I thought I'd shatter if I breathed
Cloaked in sweatpants and sunrise
You looked in my eyes and said, "Comfort me"
I laugh too loud
And you roll your eyes
I take you out
You take my lies
He looks my way
And I realize
You haven't looked at me like that
In the longest time
I cry watching dramas
The way they forget
I prayed, I fasted, for a love that'd outlast this
Pain, guess I haven't gotten there yet
The old in me writes to the new in you
Let's not meet in the next life
Unless you want to
Unless you want to
Unless you want to
Unless you want
(I do)