hiatus.

Last month, I've been on hiatus, I'm not trippin' up
I'm not doin' favors, I've been changin' lots
Switchin' up the flavors
I've been countin' money, I need extra paper
Not good enough, won't try to date her
Too many problems, I'ma solve them later
Weighed with my feelings
Guess they call me waiter
Carry all the plates, looks like I'm the cater

Last year, I tried to kill myself
One year later, I'm tryna heal myself
Tryna fix the rest of these people's health
Won't condone stressing, no it causes death
Went on hiatus just to take a break
Waiting for a call that I know is fake

I'll fix this all, maybe it's too late
Why joke around about lives to take?
I'm flippin' the script, makin' it positive
I wanna wake up, and I wanna live

I'm happy for life, I'm happy for this
I'm lyin' too much, and that's all this is
Feelin' so much, put cuts on my wrist
Feelin' like Light, put me on the list
I just wanna die, don't wanna exist
I just wanna die, think you get the gist
Writin' this verse to give y'all a feel
I'm sayin' too much, yeah, I need to chill

I'm feelin' like, Liv
Is this even real?
I'm cookin' these bars just like it's a grill
I'm not stoppin' now, no it's too ideal
Words flowing out, it feels like a spill
Addicted to music just like it's a pill
Hiatus is over, yeah, you get the deal

Last month, I've been on hiatus, I'm not trippin' up
I'm not doin' favors, I've been changin' lots
Switchin' up the flavors
I've been countin' money, I need extra paper
Not good enough, won't try to date her
Too many problems, I'ma solve them later
Weighed with my feelings
Guess they call me waiter
Carry all the plates, looks like I'm the cater

Last month, I was on hiatus
I was at my lowest, now I'm at my greatest
I done dealt with all, finishin' my changes
Now my money's up, I can count my paper
I was so stuck, yeah, I felt disabled, feelin' unstuck
I removed the staple, I can rap freely
I don't need a label
But for you, my friend
I'll drop the fable
I love you