ALWAYS FUN

Hello, my name is Tiffany
It is 8:32P.M., January 29th 2021
And tomorrow is my 21st birthday

I don't really know why I made this voice recording
I just, kinda wanted to document how I'm feeling right now in life
And it's just not good

People tell me like, that's a normal thing, you know?
To like, be struggling with loneliness
Every human goes through, like existential loneliness
Your feelings are normal
And I'm just like, then why do I feel like I'm going insane?

I'm supposed to be happy that I'm turning 21 tomorrow but I'm not happy
And then I just try to tell myself, you know what, it's all in the head
It doesn't matter
'Cause everyone's unhappy

It's always fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself

It's always fun, yeah
I'm always fun
I'm always fun, is what I tell myself
It's always fun
I'm always fun
(I'm always, I'm always)

I get too sick staring at the TV
Trust me, I can handle myself
I'd never ask you for help
And no one, no one, no one
Cares like I do

I feel like running away from me
I think I can handle myself
'Cause everybody's in hell
And no one, no one, no one
Cares like I do

Somebody's always got it worse
And I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to
Act like it's a big deal
Even though it makes sense

It's always fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself

It's always fun, yeah
I'm always fun
I'm always fun, is what I tell myself
It's always fun
I'm always fun
(I'm always, I'm always)

I'm always fun
I get a rush
I give a fuck
When I'm in front all my best friends
I think too much
We're out of touch
Never enough
Feel guilty for all my problems

Wish there were moments I'm invincible, yeah
I'm so damn sorry being cynical
But I'm always fun
Yeah I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
Yeah I promise, I promise

Somebody's always got it worse
And I don't think that I'm really hurt enough to
Try to prove everything I'm worth
'Cause I already know it doesn't matter to you
We get old, we get tired, we get sad
And I've given up, thinking what's next
Don't act like its a big deal
Even though it makes sense

It's always fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself

It's always fun, yeah
I'm always fun
I'm always fun, is what I tell myself
It's always fun
I'm always fun
(I'm always, I'm always)

It's always fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself
Have lots of fun, yeah
It's always fun
It's always fun, is what I tell myself

It's always fun, yeah
I'm always fun
I'm always fun, is what I tell myself
It's always fun
I'm always fun
(I'm always, I'm always)