歌词
Well it's one day at a time, the words I etched inside my mind
They help me fight all of the demons coming after me
Like pins and needles digging underneath my skin
I numb 'em out and hide myself as best as I can
Well I'm just the shell of a man
You thought I was
I gave it all and still
Fell out all the same
And I just don't want to choke on every word I say
Hell no not anymore
I'm trying
My hardest
To be, the man you thought I was
And I'm trying
To show you
That I can be, better than this
Well somedays I feel like it's never enough
And that no matter what it's never going to change
And even though it feels like all hope is lost
I still find a way to pull it together for you
I know I will not be this broken shell forever
I'll find a way to live
For you, and myself
And I swear to God this won't be the reason I fall off
Please don't leave me behind
I'm trying
My hardest
To be, the man you thought I was
And I'm trying
To show you
That I can be, better than this
So please don't leave
Please stay here
Let me be, the man you know I can
And I promise
That I won't let
All of this, be what kills me
It's so hard sometimes to figure out where you stand
In your life, in your own eyes when you can't
Stop judging yourself
Stop the hate and learn to love yourself