歌词
Im perpetually heavy hearted ꒷♡꒷
I get pretty immersed in my own darkness
Early on i had loved ones abusing drugs
I was afraid of the fix ✧˚ · .
Before I knew what it wuz
So I swore to myself
That id never get addicted to the buzz*
I'll take anything that spikes that spark✧*:.｡.
Or gives me a little time off
Look for things that hit real hard
But they,re legal so I don,t have to stop
Control, validation,
Lust, admiration,
Dopamine hits, come from so menny places
But the come down iz all the same
When its over ✄
Maybe i,m not really sobure
Existing is a chore sometimes
Cause I lead with emotions
Bandaid the leaks duck tape the seams
Cause I was born broken
And when i sense a mistake
I look for a way
To alleviate the pain
Preventin the sprain
But the withdrawals hit
Like a nuclear explosion
I'll take anything that spikes that spark✧*:.｡.
Or gives me a little time off
Look for things that hit real hard
But they,re legal so i dont have to stop
Control, validation,
Lust, admiration,
Dopamine hits, come from so menny places
But the come down iz all the same
When its over ✄
Maybe i,m not really sobure
Yew find that love in different places
Restrictive indulgence or honeymoon stages
I'll take anything that spikes that spark ✧*:.｡.
Or gives me a little time off
Look for things that hit real hard
But they,re legal so i dont have to stop
Control, validation,
Lust, admiration,
Dopamine hits, come from so menny places
But the come down iz all the same
When its over ✄
Maybe i,m not really sobure
*:.｡o○
Lyrix: annie omalley
Producers: Naebird
Mixed by: JJ Catalyst
Mix assist: Andrew Castillo
Mastered by: Hector Vega