歌词
Why is it that I'm always thinking
Sometimes I wish that my head was blank
Maybe then I wouldn't head out early
Maybe then I'd have more friends to thank
Why do I always look so grave all the time
I know it's me that I'm always against
All my emotions in one singular cage
Trying so hard to find a way to control my rage
Wish that I could be fine and not lie every time someone asks me if I feel okay
Wish that I could just leave and make friends with the trees not to worry if I sound insane
Because it's too much stress trying to not depress all the people around me
Because they know I'm hurting and they say I'm worth it
But I still hate that my whole life has been lead by fear of fucking up my
I thought you would never leave until you said you never loved me
You never loved me
You never loved me
Wish that I could be fine and not lie every time someone asks me if I feel okay
Wish that I could just leave and make friends with the trees not to worry if I sound insane
Because it's too much stress trying to not depress all the people around me
Because they see I'm hurting and they say I'm worth it
But I still hate that my whole life has been lead by fear of fucking up my words
Can you hear me now
Can you understand me now
Can you hear me now
Yeah
Can you hear me now
Can you understand me now
Does it sound like I'm mumbling
When I talk loud can you hear me
When I speak up are you listening
You never cared to know me
It was all just lies you told me
All our exchanges felt so empty
Just like when you said you never loved me