歌词
Picture me in your hometown
I know you know me too well
I'm wasted by the bad in me
Making me slow down to question my innocence
Cruel to myself, just wasting time
Battery, soul-sucking nose-grindstone reflection
And I do not know me at all
Thoughts run out of reality
I wouldn't work round the clock and so I'm inert
Fuck up my wealth for easy life
I'm so tired of being tired
I'm so tired of being tired
I'm blind from what you haven't seen
Making me so damn repentant, my hidden tell
Exposing myself, just making lies
I'm so tired of being dead
I'm so tired of being dead
I'm so tired of losing sleep cause I can't stand to be me
The reclamation process is fucked, I can't reform
(I'm so tired of being dead)
(I'm so tired of being dead)
Nothing has ever hurt me more
I feel a fight well
Components ache with age
Watch these day-to-day rifts
Funny how much you can hurt yourself
When you think it won't matter
I'm lucky enough but the earth can tell
Punish me, punish me more, I'll live in the past
Find me a vessel, reverse myself
Turn me pink when I'm flattered
Time fucked me enough to confirm it
Yet nobody, nobody knows, the fear never passed
Picture me in your hometown
I know you know me too well
I'm wasted by the bad in me
Making me slow down to question my innocence
Cruel to myself, just wasting time
Battery, soul-sucking nose-grindstone reflection
And I do not know me at all
Thoughts run out of reality
I wouldn't work round the clock and so I'm inert
Fuck up my wealth for easy life
My skin don't lie about it
Catch eyes avert their gaze
I'll make you uncomfortable
Nobody cares until it's tragic
How life works for their gain
They're helping the vulnerable
Always impulsive when I'm manic
Slashed scars hurt more by day
The ache of the encore
Secretly hoping for release
I would lie to my friends
But never get distant
Went through the motions every week
Ran me dry by the end
Sanguine persistent
Surface the blood from my veins, I excavate them well
Look shamefully when the flood dilutes the provenance
Some things you cannot return from and I'm ready now
Pray for acceptance and write your testament and vows