Godsend

You won't resurrect
The past I reject

Make my ears bleed and my
Heart race with fear that I'll
Never be free of your
Incessant need for a
Superficial slave who will listen to your every need
Like a sycophant blindfolded and you refuse to see
I am not a fool, I won't give my time away for free
Dream your fairytale then get the fuck away from me

Stealing my serene, return me to frenzy
Coming back to get your piece
You're lacking culpability
You always find a way to be the beautified catastrophe

Severed my peace of mind
Petty thief of what was mine
Calloused eyes, screaming signs
Plastered lies that never die

Delude and abuse, no way to confuse
This lie for the love you promised to me
Hold still, let me bleed out but
This time you're fading and I see fine

Rip away your skin, reveal there is only tainted trust
Like a tattered dove, falling from a sky painted in dust
We are nothing more, don't believe you'll clear away the rust
The piece of me not lost will only see you in disgust

Severed my peace of mind
Petty thief of what was mine
Calloused eyes, screaming signs
Plastered lies that never die

Delude and abuse, no way to confuse
This lie for the love you promised to me
Hold still, let me bleed out but
This time you're fading and I see fine

Stealing my serene, return me to frenzy

Take one step closer, and I'll split your heart
Speak one word and watch as the conscious parts
A reopened scar
This world will skin you like necrotic art
Take one step closer, and I'll split your heart
Speak one word and watch as the conscious parts
A reopened scar
This world will skin you like necrotic art

Delude and abuse, no way to confuse
This lie for the love you promised to me
Hold still, let me bleed out but
This time you're fading and I see fine

I see fine