admit

I guess you don't know me well
You told me you love me, thought my heart would swell
You keep on lying, thinking I'd never tell
Your voice rang through my head, resonated like a bell

I never mean it when I say I loved you
Never loved me back, I know you meant it all too
Our relationships over, long ago it fell through
When you came to my side, I didn't know what to tell you

And all these lies
Spill out your mouth like they're alright
And I wanna fly
Away from this place forever

I don't know why I tried
Knowing damn well you were never ever going to listen
Broke my heart in a million pieces
Tear my face off, see my hatred

You lost me, forever
You're not getting back your sweater
I'mma burn it 'till I smell polyester
I'mma hate you 'till I can feel my chest hurt

I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone
I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone

Hey, you ain't even changed a bit
What happened when you said, you would change again?
Guess that was a lie, just like how when you said
Said you loved me back, fuck you bitch that's cap

Use me, just like your toy, then fuck me up, enjoy
Compare me to all your exes
Then beat me up, destroy,
Treat me like I'm not real

Fuck that shit, I'll be gone
(Where's your love at? Like you promised?)
And fuck you, bitch, I'll run
(Run away yeah Bitch I'm fucking done)
(I'll kill myself, and take out the gun)

Your love's like poison, it shoots me right in my head
I'm fucking sick of, sick of playing like I'm dead
Your voice is like my lil' pills, make me wanna just scream
Again, again, and I fuc

I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone
I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone

I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone
I'll be sitting by the phone
Waiting for the dial tone