歌词
Through the window, I'm watching outside
I wish I could run away
I wish I could find happiness
In the darkness of my mind play
In the dreadful room of my life
I'm holding on to a golden knife
Have to pretend
For the love of my friend
My smiling face that you see
Is just a mask in reality
I tried to hold on to me
Got lost in the misery
The delightful soul that you see
Is just a mask in reality
I feel so weak, darkness is my friend
I know I'll never see you again
And I cried and cried so hard
As I walked to the near end
But the sudden ray of the light
Got me confused tonight
Have to find happiness
For the love of myself
My smiling face that you see
Is just a mask in reality
I tried to hold on to me
Got lost in the misery
The delightful soul that you see
Is just a mask in reality
I need therapy, I need happiness
Gotta keep on reminding myself
I'm not alone in this
Keep on fighting till the end
I have to find happiness
For the love of myself
My smiling face that you see
Won't be a mask in reality
I will hold on to me
I won't let misery grasp me
The delightful soul that I will become
Will be the only reality to come