歌词
Still that little boy crying out to be accepted
I say I don't give a fuck but I feel neglected
Nobody give a fuck about me I feel disrespected
But I could give a fuck about it I've been living reckless
I got five bars like I got good connection
Imma pop em all so I have no recollection
I know it's more to this life than this depression
I search but can't find reasons why I'm destined
I can't even sleep at night I'm up lying restless
I know won't be satisfied until I'm lying breathless
Can't escape these thoughts of mine I am feeling helpless
Rather not be pitied seeking help feels selfish
Everybody going through it who am I to ask for help
From the start my life been ruined I've been putting me through hell
Dealing with the retribution of the shit I caused myself
So only I can do it pull myself out of this place I dwell
Trying seems foolish every time I always fucking fail
Trying seems useless I can never escape this hell
I feel useless so I'll grab this case of shells
Load up a full clip empty that bitch on my fucking self
Still that little boy crying out to be accepted
I say I don't give a fuck but I feel neglected
Nobody give a fuck about me I feel disrespected
But I could give a fuck about it I've been living reckless
I've been living reckless
Bitch I gotta death wish
Bitch got her hands around my throat like a necklace
I'd rather hang from a rope I don't need a blessing
Don't believe in a pope have no confessions
Nothing I'm regretting
Theres no second guessing
Fuck a suicide note bitch this a message
You ignored all the signs so let this be a lesson
You ignored all the signs so let this be a lesson nigga