歌词
I wish I could tell him
My feet are in the air
But he's never anywhere
Where I am
I'm on the train leaving
He's on the sidewalk breathing
Breathe it in in
Breathe it out out
I used to dream big of getting out
Stand on a stage and never look down
But now I'm on my own, I left him without a doubt
Now I'm on my own (are you having fun now, fun now)
Swinging on a stage all the stars in my veins
Bring me back to the old age
My feet are in the air, god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
Can never let things go, instead I make of them a show
Hurt me and you'll get the starring role
I'm on his stairs crying
He's standing there he's trying
Not to breathe, so I won't speak
In the next years to come, I'll write a thousand songs
But I know he won't listen to a single one
Now I'm on my own just going from wall to wall
Now I'm on my own I can't get out of bed at all
Would say it's a phase but it's been like this everyday
The only place I stand up straight is the stage
My feet are in the air, god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
Can never let things go, instead I make of them a show
Hurt me and you'll get the starring role
I did well but you never saw
Does it mean anything when he doesn't care at all?
Oh he shuts his eyes even at his own lies
I might be sad but at least I live a real life
Mr. politics, words they don't mean shit to you, to you
Mr. kiss and hit, it's not fair is it, when you leave me bruised
I did it all for you
I did it all until I couldn't
My feet are in the air god is never anywhere where I am (where I am)
He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
But he's also kissing me inside my songs right now
He's never there, neither is god
Could say I care, but I do not
Can never let things go instead I make of them a show
Hurt me and it'll follow you wherever you go
My feet are in the air god is never anywhere where I am
He's in his hometown with a girl and a gown
Meanwhile my songs are making sour sounds
It's an addiction, and I'm an addict
Could say I wanna fix it, but I'd be lying
Can never let things go instead I make of them a show
Hurt me, for the starring role
Hurt me for the starring role
Hurt me for the starring role
Hurt me, you'll get a script and all
Hurt me, and I'll trap your soul