歌词
I'm jealous
Of the lives I never lived
I'm jealous of all the things I never did
Cause I have trauma
And I'm working through that now
But it's hard to carry on
When I am jealous of the past that never happened
The child I never was
Yeah I'm jealous
Of the stories never told
Cause I am anxious
And I mumble way too much
But it's hard to speak through anger that I carry
When I should be more than thankful
At least that's what they say
Self-love will make everything okay
That's an illusion
I've had to grow up on my own
I've been living in a home inside a town inside a world
That is broken
The people smile but they don't see I'm hurting
And they don't care if they hurt me
They just keep working
And when I pass them on the street
I just ignore them
And keep my eyes on my feet
羨ましい
皆は羨ましい
羨ましい
なんで羨ましい？
なんで？
I'm jealous
なんで？
I'm jealous
I'm of the jobs I never worked
Cause my legs don't work exactly as they should
Yeah I'm jealous of the people that can say
What they want to without fear of pushing that person away
And I don't even know if I believe it when I say
That I am braver now cause every time I talk I suffocate
And I don't even know if I can say the things I wanna say
Without getting in my head don't wanna screw it up again
So you're jealous
Of this life I have to live?
Think I'm pretentious?
You don't know what I've had to give
Think I'm a loser?
Well I'm sorry to say
That we're all losers
In this fake game that we play
Stop being jealous
Why is everybody so jealous?
Why is everybody so jealous?
Why is everybody so jealous?
羨ましい
皆は羨ましい
羨ましい
なんで羨ましい？
I'm jealous
なんで？
I'm jealous
なんで？