歌词
It's not a thing I would say straight
I crack jokes just to leave the gates
But
I look back at that place today
And wonder how the hell I ended up this way
I feel like I can't complain
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Oo ooo
And there are times when I think again
About the way I wish shit would have been
I remember not knowing any better then
Thinking, 'this is life, gotta live with it'
But it's a chore just to feel again
Feeling sickly different from my few friends
Wishing I could take part of their comforted bliss
Hoping I can be something more than just this
Just this
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Oo ooo
How could this be
How could this be
There's not a day that does not lead me on
A storm from the past waiting on my mind to calm
And truth is, there's a lot of fucked things that you've said
I bet you wish I was not as smart as I am
But I see it in her and I saw it in him
I try hard to forget but it drives me mad
That again and again I've been spent on lament
Throwing my problems out like I had none to tend
There's no talking to your cement
And I have an extra step with others ahead
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Oo ooo
How could this be
How could this be
I take it pain by pain
Always rain on my face but
A tough bitch to take
And gonna be the flame that takes the chains
Now you can be
On your own without me
Without me