Deep End

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again

I just felt stuck, I wasn't giving two fucks
I wasn't feeling no peace
Just me an my piece, going thru problems alone, up it if you try to reach
I'm on my own, that bitch a thottie I know, but she got some paper for me
Maybe I slide, maybe I send a reply, maybe I dip off an leave

I dove right in to the deep end thinking I would bump my head
Went n battled with depression, while I'm losing all my friends
It's like an anchor pulled me down the way I'm falling right back in
I ain't ever see the surface, all this pain an suffering

Tried to block out all the negatives, but that shit brought me down
Kept on thinking bout some shit I shouldn't, got me where I'm now
I kept rolling up, drinking too much, trying to block shit out
Over time I lost feelings, now I mostly fake a smile

You give them an inch they taking a mile, flip it around you ain't drowning for me
I jumped off the porch, did that shit all on my own, knew that these waters where deep
I looked out for you, looked out for them an they patnas, who gonna look out for me
Selfish as fuck, went an lost all of my trust, I should've just let you be

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again

Seen my Patna doing bad, needed help, I kept him floating
Feel I'm right back in that water every time my eyes are closing
Why Depression come in waves, an I ain't see that shit approaching
I'm so tired of this shit, all these roller coaster motions

Ups an down will have you fucked up, When you traveling through life
Try to focus on the good, still that bullshit come to mind
So much pressure all around me, only worsening with time
Always feel I'm falling deeper, drifting to thee other side

Times it's hard to keep on going, I be losing all my faith
Still I showed some people love, an in return I felt betrayed
So much changing all around me, see more darkness day by day
Holding back all of these feelings hella shit I can't display

I saw my homie jump right in, these waters deeper than imagined
Hit rock bottom, came back up for air, with no clue what had happened
Lent a helping hand, they never let me go just pulled me back in
Lent a helping hand, they never let me go just pulled me back in

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again

I Dove right in to the deep end, I ain't ever dipped my toes up in
Bust some moves to stay afloat, in this game it's Sink or swim
There's some sharks up in the water, everybody ain't yo friend
I keep feeling like I'm drowning when I'm fucking up again